昨天大好天氣

 

雖然上午仍舊在處理city council tax的鳥事

跑了好幾個地方

事情還是沒解決

但看到外面樹梢都冒嫩枝綠芽了

沒有什麼温度的陽光卻燦爛耀眼的很

到waitrose買了一些只是為了滿足自己但非常不必要的貴貨

走回家的坡上

看著沒什麼雲的藍天

決定把這兩星期一直在煩擾著的事情都放下

 

下午回家卯起勁來做家庭主婦的工作

客廳廚房浴室房間門外走道

把全家徹底大掃除了一番

床單枕頭套洗淨晾乾

連衣櫥中的衣服都整理出來半換季

幾個小時過去後

看到整間屋收拾的晶晶亮亮

心情是無法言喻的美好...

安靜平凡的一天

對我來說卻是那麼的令人享受

 

晚上延續著打理家務的熱情

把自己也好好收拾整理一下

在剛刷白亮的浴缸中泡了一個加了許多檸檬的熱水澡

全身用bodyshop 柑橘精油粗塩去角質

好久沒保養的臉貼上Kelly從台灣寄來的面膜保溼美白

腳底就用Joseph強力推薦foot file柔軟寶貝

最後以Aveda的beautifying essential oil呵護全身

全部程序做完

啊~~

真開心呀~

女人其實只要花些時間在自己身上

那麼簡單就可輕易被取悅找到快樂的...

 

一天最後的最後

竟然鼔起勇氣...

把自己的瀏海給修了

沒想到還不算太差...

趁室友yanbin一時間頭腦不太清楚

也幫她把瀏海剪了

兩個笨笨妹妹頭

雖然不是很美,但還算滿意

躺在充滿清爽洗衣精香味的床上

我想,昨晚

我們兩個人都帶著甜甜滿足的笑入睡了吧

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

夜深了,好想睡,而且今晚又不聽話的因為一時有感而發而熬夜了...所以雖然老實說不知道自己是否表達出想要傳遞的訊息,但是我要去睡了...oyasumi my dear friends...

 

 

 

整理才不久前的照片,幾個月前,或不到一年吧

看著一張張的照片,覺得相片中的我好陌生呀~

那時的我和現在的我

不是一個人有幾面或夠不夠了解自己的問題

而是一點點沒由來的感傷

聽著Joni Mitchell低沈略啞的嗓音唱著Both sides now

想著剛聽時這首歌喚起那好久前曾在一段關係裏的我

有痛苦有不被了解但也有甜蜜和幸福滿溢的那分秒時刻

可是曲終人也散

現在的我回首過往又如何

抬頭向窗外看

天藍的好清澈透明呀

春天就要來臨

樹上的綠芽也冒出枝頭了

雖然不捨,但是還是收起來吧!

Joni Mitchell還是適合在冷冽的xmas季節

特別是在屋內昏暗角落的fireplace旁

搭配著火焰燃燒所發出的細微劈哩啪啦聲

一個人或最好能和那個一起經歷過好多的愛人相擁靜靜聆聽

至於現在...

還是找回開心俗濫的我

讓脫拉庫的<我愛夏天>讓我妄想超熱太陽短褲沙灘冰淇淋快快到來

然後

趕快把論文寫好吧!!

 

Both Sides Now

Bows and flows of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere
I’ve looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
they rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done
but clouds got in my way

I’ve looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down and still somehow
Its clouds illusions I recall
I really don’t know clouds at all

Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way that you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I’ve looked at love that way

But now its just another show
you leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care don’t let them know
don’t give yourself away

I’ve looked at love from both sides now
From give and take and still somehow
Its loves illusions I recall
I really don’t know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say "I love you" right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I’ve looked at life that way

But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads
and they tell me that I’ve changed
But something’s lost but something’s gained
In living every day

I’ve looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
Its life’s illusions I recall
I really don’t know life at all
Its life’s illusions that I recall
I really don’t know life
I really don’t know life at all